Lemme just get this out:
I WANT HIM SO FUCKING MUCH I DON'T THINK I CAN TAKE THIS TOTAL NOTHING-NESS ANYMORE! I CAN'T STAND KNOWING THAT THERE'S SOMETHING THERE AND YET NEITHER OF US ARE DOING ANYTHING ABOUT IT! How much longer is it going to take until one of us admits how we honestly feel? How many more lessons do we have to go through sending glances at each other until I snap and just pounce on him, hmm?!
GOD! JESUS FUCKING CHRIST ON A SPIKE I HATE THIS!